This whole prepare for real life is a complicated business. All last year and all summer and all fall, I’ve had my mantra, just until I’m done with school.
Now I’m in the midst of my job hunt and I just want to come to a decision already and move on. Except if I end up far away that adds an entire other complicated layer. Oh god. Life.
I don’t think I am much stressed, okay I am stressed, but I think I more just want to get the complicated decision done and I want to be content with it. I guess that’s a big fear there. Regretting the decision I choose. That’s what I don’t want.
However, I don’t think that’ll happen. I don’t regret DePauw. Wasn’t the absolute most perfect place, but I’m pretty sure that’s more because I’m not a social go out be friends with lots of people thing than a DePauw thing. Plus there’s that thing where I cannot think of another school I would have preferred to have attended. Yeah, I like the CIT program at Purdue, but I am pretty positive I would’ve been miserable with the size of the place. I love my tiny school.
Shoot. I think I really need to disconnect this from Facebook. It’s seriously distracting. Doesn’t help I actually have Facebook open.